I write not often.

I constantly forget. About what it was i wanted to write about. Or what i wanted to get when i went downstairs. Why am i standing in the kitchen?

I don't know.

But usually i forget to prioritize. That's what's going on. I don't prioritize my day properly it seems, and because of that, things are kind of messy. My spiritual growth, my finances, my work.

I always have plans to make myself a plan. Make a bulleted list of things to do, and on what day to do them on.
Or a literal schedule for absolutely everything i do. That'll fix it.
Guess what happens?

I forget.

And on it goes, the cycle. On with the constant jumping from idea to work to lunch.
Then after lunch, a trip down the street for some groceries, and what's that?
A friend is calling.
You coming?       ...Yeah.
Cut second lunch short, say you have to work. Go to meeting, get super fricking valuable info, go home, friends over.
Want some tea?       ...Yeah.
Want some cookies?       ...Yeah.
Wanna go to the Coast tomorrow morning?              ...Yeah.
Before you know it, this mint-green prius is whirring through the Oregon landscape, Ocean-bound.

It's a shame you left your laptop. It's a shame the iPad is at home. It's a shame there's no service out here.
But you play in the sand, and dare yourself to step in the ice cold water.
Take generic-as-all-hell instagram pictures but it doesn't matter cuz everyone's doin it.
Find a super nice view, everyone's snapchatting #chasingsunsets.
You go out to eat and get tagged in like 73 photos,
and you get instafamous. Instagram sends you a check for $536.87
and it's not much but you're like it's whatever, but you smile.
Editing all the photos from the beach after the drive on your laptop, wake up in the morning with it dead on top of you.

See?
I never have a chance to make a bulleted list! This is what i'm getting at!
A bulleted List! I need one asap!

Now to play some video games.